Archive for April, 2010

the months leading up to June…

Posted in cloudy days, penny for my thoughts on April 28, 2010 by twotwoeight

These past few months have been somewhat…challenging.  I find myself doing things which I normally would not and constantly pushing myself out of my comfort zone.  Fear, is a great motivator.  I hope and pray my efforts will not be in vain.

Life has been revolving around the exam that I live and even dream it.  So I was pleasantly surprised that the one thing I dislike the most actually brought me some solace and hiatus from my anhedonia — housework.  As I swept and vacuumed away to my heart’s content, my thoughts wandered away to happier times and carefree days.  The radio played “Tears in Heaven” then, and I was brought back to many years ago when a friend played that song on a guitar, by the sea accompanied by the soft lapping of the waves and caressed by the gentle sea breeze.

I can’t wait for life to start again.

Till then…